These drawings were based purely on trying to understand my concept of colour and shape of the beetles. I was originally inspired by the beetles in lines and in sequences, so taking this photograph I dampened my page and blotted all the colours which I could see and looked relevant to the beetle. After this dried I then wanted to focus on the silhouette of the beetle in black ink. After doing this you can see on the left it has worked really well with the silhouetted working over the top. I was less impressed with the results when drawing the beetle shape then dropping the ink into it.
I want to continue the idea of using the silhouette in black lines, I want to continue this across the pages of my book and keep the idea of the insects swarming and scurrying away from thing as shown in the image above. This idea could be transferred onto fabric through the decorative stitching methods which Shizuko Kimura shown in image four.
(Source: starryskyed, via t-yger)
Went to pParis like a month ago!!! Thought I better share it with the world.
Ps almost got hit by a car taking this pin!!!
He hasn’t text me!!! Im not paranoid but he always text’s me make me always feel like I have done something wrong - even though I know I haven’t, It’s just so out of the norm :(
Intake today: Cornflakes and a billion cups of coffee damn my fat body I am starving :(
I’ve been off the diet for 3 days now due to being a ‘female’ - so today I have gone back to eating my healthy yoghurt and fruit for breakfast again.
I have also just realised that my boyfriends easter present to me is taking me to an all you can eat chinese buffet. Why do I bother??
My converse are so pretty!!!!!!
I did this to my converse like a month ago now, I was bored and I never worn them so I added sparkly bits - and now I wear them all the time!!
And for the record I saw someone posted on Facebook this morning a company selling them with Swarovski crystals on, selling them for ridiculous money as they were featured on TOWIE - I did this way before TOWIE.
Sorry you missed 59 it wouldn’t let me post yesterday.
Tonight i got fucked by my fella after 6 weeks of dating it happened!! IT WAS AMAZING!!!!!!!!!! My god he has a huge cock and he fucked me so hard. (and it lasted for ages!))
Why did I leave his to come home?
SHIT DAY!!!!
- Forgot student ID (so I had to argue my way into uni today!)
- People I’m moving in with in September are arguing about rooms! One girl paid her deposit 2 weeks later than everyone else! Now she dictates what room she wants, No. Last to pay up, last choice in rooms that is fair. I don’t take and excuse unless you are dying.
- Car tyre has a puncture, resulting in me having to pump it up with air every 3 hours, oh and my spare is buckled. New tyre being put on tomorrow and spare being replaced gonna set me back £70-£80
- As a result of my car being in the garage tomorrow, I am going to have to get a train to university.
-I walked out of my life drawing lecture today. Lecturer kept asking me to draw over my work which I was very very very proud off and took me at least 45 mins. She then said I was a shit artist and she hated my work. I had to walk out before I ripped her head off.
-I ate pizza today :(
So now I am going to bed, my mate cooked me macaroons, my mum fish tailed plaited my hair and I’m going to bed watching Gossip Girl. Peace.
Day 57
Sorry its been a while guys!!! But I may of met someone!
We’ve been seeing each other for about 5 weeks, and today he took me to the zoo. We walked around for like 5 hours just chatting and he did everything my dream guy would do! He hugged me from behind whilst I was gawping at the elephants, he held my hand and kissed me at all the right times! - And what guy which i haven’t even slept with yet follow me round a zoo for 5 hours?
I also think he knew how happy the zoo made me you could just see it in his face he loved seeing me happy, I love seeing the animals and although i would prefer to see them free in the wild, they all looked very happy and I respect Colchester Zoo for that - and for this reason i bought my lovely Gold card. £45 unlimited entry for the year BARGAIN!!!!!!
Anyway I think I am well a truly whipped.
After payday, I am going out, getting drunk and grind up every man I see. Beware.
Honest to god!!! So I put it out there, blunt to the point! “is this just a sex thing or is it more??” the repines I got was “I dunno babe what do you want?” So I said I want more than just sex I like you and I want to be with you. - I’m not afraid of being upfront in my book if it scares you off your too pussy for me. I’d rather be upfront and honest and get my feelings out in the open. He then replies “I dunno I need to clear my head, got to learn to trust again”
What complete bullshit. Honest to god fucking bullshit. Don’t you dare let me sit here and tell you how I feel then you give me some shitty response. After this very deep conversation we had where i wanted honesty and emotion. He then puts “oh yer babe your great at head btw.” Ok maybe I’m to blame I should of offered him everything on a plate at once but still we went just having sex. We snuggled we made out we talked this is the stuff I don’t do with my regular fuck buddy. Why would he confuse me like this? I would of been more than happy to go to his spread my legs and leave but why give me the cuddling bullshit to lead me on.
So next time he messages me and asks me to ‘come over’ my reply will be ‘fuck off’
“No ones gonna buy an ice cream, if your giving the truck away for free”
Day Nineteen.
Decided to stud up my jacket. I’m most probably gonna get banned from most places if I wear this. But oh well it looks so hot!!
Long way off finishing though…better hit eBay for some more studs.
So before Christmas I was seeing this guy and a couple of times we met up for a drink once then most of the time ended up back at his for sex. Fair enough but every time a date was mentioned it was brushed off. So he hasn’t text me since New year, fair play you know I get the hint don’t wanna see me no more. Out the blue he text me today and asked to see me tonight, but he’s skint so I’m just going to go round his - I’m cool with this of course, however i did text him saying “I am not a booty-call so I will not be having sex with you tonight” - he seemed alright with this bearing in mind i thought thats all he wanted.
But half the time I can’t help myself, as terrible as it sounds I think the only way of getting a guy to like me is to take my clothes of and ride on him. Sad I know but its that sense of achievement and power you get! So tonight I have come up with a simple plan to defer any sexual activities.
• I Havent shaved my leg’s in about a week
• A wax down there is well overdue
• I have just eaten pasta, I will bloat I feel not feel sexy enough to be cowgirl
• Everyone has some disgusting ugly underwear in the bottom of there draw, no one wants to see me in them.
Its not that I don’t wanna have sex with him, I practically wanna jump on him when I see him. But I really like him, and for once I wanna be seen more as a fuck buddy.
So I am first to admit I have a fuck buddy. Im quite upfront about it, I have one of those ‘special friends’ one who I can just text whenever, then I get what I want he gets what he wants. Job done.
Spontaneous text “free house till 5 come over and fuck” received yesterday, standard text if I’m honest, gutted however when I have to reply “sorry can’t time of month.” HOWEVER I then did not expect the reply of “anal in the shower then.” - Now I’m not frigid or anything, don’t get me wrong I’m up for anything I’m rather adventurous in the bedroom. But from what part of I’m on my period, I’m cramping like a bitch and I’m bloated constantly do you not understand.
Right now i’d rather be eating my weights worth in Ben & Jerry’s than being fucked up the arse in the shower.
